WHY?… thats one word thats keeps on running on my mind.. i dont want to question Gods plan for us.. but i know for a fact i want to ask him lots of questions.. and for a start i want to ask him WHY us? WHY my dad? of all people why my dad? he doesn’t deserve this… he’s been good i know he’s not perfect but why him?… for all you know ive just got a terrible news today.. and i’m so sad.. i have this mixed feeling of emotions on trying to understand and trying to figure out on what went wrong.. i want to cry and at the same time i want to be mad at someone and shout out all my anger and pain! but what can these things do?! it wont help me to be strong.. i am mad at HIM but at the same time i got no one but HIM to hold on.. to have faith in HIM and trust HIM for our trials as a family.. my only wish is for HIm to give my family good health.. i dont wish much.. n i wont wish for anything more.. and i can set aside my personal happiness i just want want my dad to be healthy.. although it’s not yet confirmed yet what his dx.. still im afraid.. and please help me pray for my dad…