knowing that one day you’ll be gone and i’ll be all alone again is already sinking in my mind. I am beggining to feel sobber and vulnerable. I cant help but feel abandoned. I know for a fact that i shouldnt feel this way, but still. I can’t help but cry just thinking that you’ll be far away from me and God knows when will we see each other again. Sadness has over power me now and i want to feel numb again so that i could not feel the pain of being left alone and its sad, but its reality I should learn to live with it and accept it.